erhhh .
lagi nunggu viena makan .
oke .
suddenly an idea POP OUT! from my head .
siapa tau ada bule gitu yeh .baca blog gue .dan ga ngerti apa yang gue tulis .kan kasian gitu yeh .
so ,i make the translation from my post .about that friend and love things .

okay .
i just want to write the main of the story .
because it's too long and im too tired (too lazy) to start over again from first till end .

i hv a friend .he hv a crush on a boy .since about a year ago .
that boy ,is in the same class with me .
that boy.hv 1 bestfriend ,and his bestfriend hv a crush on my sis .
so,that boy and his BF went to my house for a fewtime (which i dont like it too,because if my firend findout .i imgine how hurt is it).
then ,
my other friend .let's call her I.K.E .
i dont know where and why she hv this crazy things in her mind .
she and some people ,said that i v a crush on that boy (actually i dont even think that i'll hv a crush on him.he's not my type )

well .idk ..i dont like to be in this complicated scene .
im too confused yet too busy too think about all of this crazy thing .

so .im out of the game .


i think ,ill regret it tomorrow for writing this post .
but ,with this writing ,i could feel better .



wish that i could sleep well this nite .
bye ~

1 lagu yang membuat gue termotivasi buat nulis blog .dan mengungkapkan semuanya .

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems
Better put them in quotations

Say what you need to say (8x)
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you’d be better off instead
If you could only

Say what you need to say (8x)
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You better know that in the end
It’s better to say too much
Than never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to
Say what you need to

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
(Fade)
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

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ini kata-kata yang ada di otak gue sekarang .
gue cuma cewe biasa .yang sneng ngegossip juga kayak si B ,siapa si yang gak dmen dan gapna gossip .gue juga cewe yang pna jatuh cinta .
but i hate it when someone ,thinks that he/she know evrthing about me but its all fake .

gue tau gue suka siapa .
gue tau gue mau apa .cuma gue yang tau .
tapi kenapa jadi lu yang ribet banget dan ngejudge pikiran dan perasaan gue .

gue aja tadi blom sempet ngomong .
lu udah ngmng 'gue tauuuu ,lu ngga usah boonk .... dst '
yah .mau ngomong apa lagi kalo gitu .susah .


huhhhhh .*hela nafas lagi *
puyeng pala gue .

udah ah .
mau chet aja ama viena .

cheer .

huhhhhhhhhhhh .hela nafas panjang banget sbelum nulis kisah gue yang ...
emm yang apa yah ..
bisa dibilang nyebelin .

about love life and friendship .
sbnernya menondong ke friendship sii .
oke ,
kita mulai.

akhir-akhir ini ,skola semakin menggila .tugas .pr .ulangan .tugas-tugas .pr-pr.ulangan-ulangan dan sterusnyaa .

PROFACE .
ada seorang anak.termasuk tmen gue (mudah banget ditebaknya kalo lu emang termasuk dalam masalah ini )..

LETS THE STORY BEGIN ..

diawali dngan ,tmen gue .sebut aja namanya S ..sy itu suka ama 1 cowo ,sebut aja J .
si S ini udah lama suka ama J ..
dan akir2 ini ,terdengar gosip-gosip yang beredar kalo J suka ama si A .
nah .gue ,sbgai tmen si S ,(tmen si J juga sii ) berinisiatif untuk kasi tau kalo si A itu cewe ga bner (emang ga bner sii,FAKTA ) .
yah udah .cuma sebatas itu .

nah .
kebetulan juga .tmen deketnya si J itu .dmen ama dde gue .
sering main kerumah gue dll .
dan ,gue gamau ada salah paham apa-apa (gue takut kalo si S ,nganggep gue MT) gue crita ke si S .kalo si J sering dateng ke rumah gue .fine .end dlu yahh .

MUNCUL MASALAH BARU .

si S itu ,punya temen ,sebut aja si B .si B ini kan juga tau kalo si J sering main ke rumah gue .
dan ,,
gue gatau yah dy punya masalah atau dendam atau emang hobi ..
dia tuh kayak membuat cerita seolah-olah .ada percintaan segi 4 .

si J suka gue .gue suka ama si T (t itu orangyang pna gue sukain dlaam jangka pendek,lebih mengarah ke FANS sbnernya) dan si T suka si S si S suka si J .
hayoloh .
bingung gak tuu ?

okeoke .itu baru kemaren kejadiannya .

YANG HARI INI .
si B ,jelas-jelas bilang kalo gue suka sama si T .
gue mau jelasin .gue gasuka sama si T .
tapi dy langsung memotong ..
gue heran aja gitu.knapa dy jadi sok tau ttg perasaan gue ,ttg apa yang gue mau .
pdahal tmen deket gue aja ga ampe segitunya .

gue udah saking enegnya .ampe gue bedmud seharian ,nyimpen gondok di ati .(sorry yah kepada B ,tdi gue gamau ngaku pas lu tanyain )

saran gue sih yah .
udalah .jngan tralu ngurusin ,kepo kepo gitu ngurusin urusan orang .gue sering perhatiin juga .lu (B) kayak gni bukan cuma ke gue .ke yang lain juga .
yah .skali-2 x bole lah lu kepo ,tpi buat hal yang bermanfaat dan logis .

jngan jadi miss 'i know everything' .gue ga marah banget .hanya kesel ,dan capek .
beban gue udah banyak .ngurusin dana bali kelas ,dana buku kelas ,uang kas ,belom ditambah plajaran di skola .jadi .jngan persulit hidup gue .okeoke ?urusin hidup lu sendiri lah ..


OH IYA .
dtambah juga .
orang yang sering mggil gue bitch .
gue tau lu smua cuma bcanda .tpi tolong tau timing dan dimanage dkit mulutnya .
kadang dibalik senyuman itu ada makna .

yahhhhh .terjemahkan sendiri lah artinya .


masalah-masalah yang lain ,gue tulis di new post .
haha .
ini postingan terpanjang yang pna gue buat .

oke deh .
unek2 gue udah kluar dikit .

babay .
cheer me up today .