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first of all ,
sorry for the lack of post x9
too busy with texting and dating now .
good news ,
i have a boyfriend now .
:)
finally ......
haha .rebek .
indo aja yah ..
smoga kita langgeng .dan bisa menghadapi semua cobaan yang ada (ceileeeeh!)
AMEN !
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ndy♥arvin
May 17, 2010
lagi bingung mau ngapain ,dan iseng ke wondershoe.com (kalo toko aslinya ada di Jl.kemanggisan raya no.103 )
gue ngeliat ini langsung jatuh cinta ..
somebody out there ,please beliin gue ini ...
gila ,yang ini gue pengen bangetttttt .
mom ,kalo baca postingan aku ini ,
beliin dong buat tanggal 23des :)
pi,kalo baca ini .
beliin aku yahhhhh C:
hope i get them soon :)
May 14, 2010
yesterday ,
9f had a bbq gathering at anas house ...
so much fun .
i grilled the steak ,and the corns(for the first time).
it's really nice .
even though some members couldn't join us :(
but don't know why ,
it feels kinda sucks .
just stay at home ,eat,sleep,play,eat again,sleep again,
the only great thing is texting <3
hahahahha .
well ,
ill write soon as i do something interesting .
Apr 21, 2010
omooooooo !
sorry for the lack of postings :(
superb busy a few weeks ago and superb busy too for next week .
the practical test is driving me crazy .
biology ,physics ,computer ...
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just want to skip the practical test ,and go to Bali .. :)
well ,wish me luck for the practical test .
ill write as soon as possible .
oh yeah ,
today i win the baju daerah competition .
(i'll upload the photos later)
tweeedless !
Apr 8, 2010
HEADACHEEEEEE !!!!!
want to go home soon .
now im at school .online using school computer ...
exhausted ... ;[
i'll write soon as i go home ..
bye !
ohhh .
S.O.S please ,someone help me !
*scream out loud*
things i really hate now ,
opening my fb acc (except for playing hotel city,pet sos ,and restaurant city)
damnnnnnnn !!!
really hate in class right now .. :((
just ,
endure,endure and endure all the time .
fake smile and other things .
i cant pretend that everything's all right .
because is not right ,it's wrong .
and i know it .know it really well .
just ,
it seems really hard to breath right now .
because too many problems unsolve in my heart and in my head .
want to cry but i cant .
want to scream but i cant .
all i do is writing in this blog ...
im trapped in my own world ,.. ;(
somebody ,
borrow me the time machine please ,,
so i can fix things up .
ill never want to meet them ,,or know him (maybe)
so everythings just go as ussual ..
ohhh ,
pathetic me !!
i know i can endure ,
but it's just too hard .
this is to deep .
Lord,
i ask You for your help .i know ,You are the only one i can trust .and Youre the only one i can lean on .
feels so alone these days ...];
feels that everybody is changing themselves.
is that hormon ?
maybe ,
my heart is aching right now .
im ran out of words ,,
and just want to graduate soon .
the sooner the better ..
just need help ;[
please ?
Apr 7, 2010
yawnnnn ,
sorry for abandoning this blog for a few decades :(
too busy with the school and things ...
think that i always writes when i flared up .right ?
yeahh ,
some ,physcos in my class .
just tired of their childish act .and i really hate when they're messing around with ppl .who don't really like them actually .
i just wayyyyy to SICK , TIRED ,and NAUSEATED of them .
well ,
don't really see the point of their thoughts though .
ARRRRR !
just want to scream at them .
yeah ,
they have the rights to hate me ,either to mock at me until they satisfied ,
but,i dont see what's the problem really is .
well ,
is they like to hang out with the boys in class .just hang out with them .
i dont really care .and dont ever think that im jealous .or i have a crush with one of them .
just stop all of your childish thoughts ..
errrrr .it's just ,if we turn back the position .
that you be me .and i be you .
you'll feel the same feeling .i guarantee ..
like ,you dont know whats youre mistake is .but you see that JAMBAN face on the corner and 6 pairs of sharp eyes ..(?)
you know ,if you read this .one of you ,somebody ,anybody .
im really really give DEEP apologize if i've done something really wrong .
but ,please ,
stop treating me as if im lower than you ,
or like ,'we hate everything what you've done .'..
o geeesh ..
no words to describe it .
if ya'll become like that just because of you want all the boys dont want to be friend of us .just take all the boys with you ..
if that will make you happy
just tell us what ive done so wrong .
we can tell wither is your face really like someone or not .
so ,don't lie ..
it's not really worth it .
because we've seen the truth .(a lot)
note .
we are really shocked .because we never think that you all can do that .
you all nice .
but it's just out of the limit .
all youve done ,like you all have no conscience .
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fiuhh .
glad to take that out from my chest .
well ,
i dnt want to talk about anything except suju rite now.
i want to recommend ou a song again ,from super junior mini album ,
track number 5 ,you and me .
here is the vid :
this is the lyric :
[HG] Ni de wei xiao wo de yong bao
Shi xing fu de pei liao
Xiang ka fei da pei ban lu de mei miao
[KH] Ni kao zai wo jian bang
Zui wen nuan de xin fang
Ni shuo wo jiu shi ni de bi feng gang, oh baby
[H] Ni de hu nao wo de wan xiao
Wei yang qi de zui jiao
Ni tiao pi yi xiao wo jia su xin tiao
[ZM] Ni wen wo de xin li hui ba shui pai di yi
Hao bu you yu ba shou zhi xiang ni
[ALL] Ai shi jie li xing fu de chuan di
Shui shi shui di de tian mi
Yi dui yi jiu wo he ni, you and me
[RW] Yi mian zhui gan ni hai bu wang wei ni da qi
Zui hou de jiang li shi xing fu de jie ju
[DH] Ni de wei xiao wo de yong bao
Shi xing fu pei liao
Ai shi zuo cheng bao you wo de yi kao
[SW] Ni yi wei wo huai bao
Quan shi jie dou shan yao
Ai yin you ni wo bei xing fu huan rao, oh baby
[HG] Ni de hu nao wo de wan xiao
Wei yang qi de zui jiao
Ni tiao pi yi xiao wo jia su xin tiao
[RW] Ni wen wo de xin li hui ba shui pai di yi
Hao bu you yu ba shou zhi xiang ni
[ALL] Ai shi jie li xing fu de chuan di
Bao chi gai you de tian mi
Yi dui yi jiu wo he ni, you and me
[KH] Yi mian zhui gan ni hai bu wang wei ni da qi
Xing fu de jie ju rang wo ben xiang ni
[H] Ai de ci xing ba liang ke xin nian zai yi qi
[SW] Jiu suan xiang ge qian li ai bu li
[DH] Yong xin lang man yan yi zhe chang ai qing dian ying
[RW] qian shou chang zhe xing fu zhu ti qu
[ZM] Ai shi jie li bi ci de mo qi
Fang xin di xiao xin yi yi
Ai zhe ni wo hui zhen xi
[KH] Wei le ni wo gan zou wu yun
Wei le ni dang feng zhe yu
Ni yao xiang xin wo shi ni de wei yi
[ALL] Ai shi jie li xing fu de chuan di
Bao chi gai you de tian me
Yi dui yi jiu wo he ni, you and me
Yi mian zhui gan ni hai bu wang wei ni da qi
Xing fu de jie ju rang wo ben xiang ni
suju itu dibagi ke beberapa grup ,
karena (as far as i know) kibum sibuk syuting ,jadi ga mungkin kan anggota yang lain nungguin si kibum mulu ..
then ,
The intentions of the subgroups were part of SM's strategy to not limit Super Junior's activities, and the goal was to show that the group could accommodate different musical genres.
jadi nya kan suju m ,menyanyikan lagu2 mandarin ,dan biar populer dicina juga ..
kalo suju h kan menyanyikan lagu yang happy-happy .
dan suju t atau dikenal dengan suju trot itu menyanyikan lagu2 trot*
* : pronounced as "teuroteu" in Korean (sometimes called ppongjjak, due to its distinctive background rhythm), is the oldest form of Koreanpop music.
jdi sm entertainment mau bkin subgrup suju itu punya gaya2 yang berbeda ..
established in November 2006, is a trio formed by KyuHyun,Ryeowook,Yesung .
The company discovered that these three members developed a particular persona and subsequent fan-base that was separate from the rest of the group, and how they also had similar musical qualities. They therefore grouped these three members together to perform particular songs to target a more mature audience. Being amongst the most vocally powerful members of the group, Super Junior-K.R.Y are credited to singing mournful, R&B-style ballads, a style that has proven very popular in recent years although stagnation in the style's development is causing it to lose its once fresh evocative power.
JANG GEUN SUK as HWANG TAE KYUNG (the leader of the band : A.N.Jell )
Park SHin Hye as GO MI NAM (actually she is Go Mi Nyu ,nun in trainee,but his twin brother : GO MI NAM is hving a surgery ,bcause of his eyes cant close *weird* so she have to replace her brother ,to enter A.N.Jell as a man .so she change her look into a man )
Lee Hong Ki as Jeremy (the drummer at A.N.Jell ,he's funny ,love making parties )
and
Jung Yong Hwa as Kang Shin Woo (he know that go mi nam is not the real go mi nam ,but he keep the secret for her sake and he started to fell in love with go mi nyu go mi nam )
urhhh .so tired today . btw , tdi DY gak nyapa gue sama sekali .yah .perkembangan yang bagus ,berarti dia udah makin lupa ama gue . hahaha =________________________________=
yaudalahyah , tons of fishes in the sea .
udah lah ,CHEER UP ! many thing to do . udah dlu yah , mau belajar lgi .
ciao ! i'll write as soon as i can .
Nov 29, 2009
sorry for the lateeeeee post . im very busy this week :( grade 9 ,all about study.study and more study .
well , few days ago i watch NEW MOON . gosh ! it's freakin' awesomeeee x) it's better than twilight.
yeaaahh ,ill tell you about newmoon again tomorrow. but now , i want to tell you smthing. more important .
pake bahasa indo aja biar gmpang .
si BFF gue itu , kayaknya udah ngelupain gue deh . gue ngga ngerti deh yeh cara pikir dy .tpi ,skrng bda gitu ,his world is not mine anymore. dy hv fun,tpi ngga ngajak gue . dy ngapa2in ,gak nagjak gue. well ,mungkin dy lupa ama tmen lamanya .dan gue akui ,kelas 9 ini emang gue jdi little miss.boring.karena gue ngga sering2 keluar ke mall ,tpi belaajr dirumah dkk .gue ngga suka gossip2 yang gemana gitu kalo dikelas. karena emang menurut gue,ini bukan waktunya.ini kelas 9 ,kalo gue bertele-tele ,having funs sekarang .mau jdi apa nilai gue entar ??
yahhh . biarlah .tungguin aja ,apa dia bakal nyadar atau engga . it's all up to him though ..
well ,it's late,and im exhausted . GTG !
ciao !
Nov 21, 2009
hayyy ! sorry for the late post :(
emmm .. hari ini abis ke sms ,ntn astro boy .
okeee .
my POP OUT ! THOUGHTS today :
suddenly ,i remembered the PRITA CASE with a hospital.. and I think twice. why the prita be prosecuted. I think he's not there either. well, there's guilt, she may overstate the hospital's fault. but, I think again.what 's so wrong, to convey our opinions. possible, then, when he wrote it, he was angry and upset. and all who have written her mind immediately. What's wrong with an opinion. all people have the right to submit opinions.
so I think that the problem is not logical.
then, my mom had a mind to make a tattoo. whereas, when my father would make, mom criticized. well, if you can dibilang.aku not like it, very unhappy with the tattoo. if you want to draw,. draw was on the canvas, not in the body. I think it may be the art of tattoo. but, somehow, it's not my thing. my opinion, is the same as not appreciating 'THE GUY Upstairs'. not appreciate the skin that has been created in such a way.
well, enough for today, I'll write again soon.
gBye!
Nov 9, 2009
hayaaaaallll' !!!
ARRRRRRRRHHHH! mggu ini bner-bner panen ulangan . 1 word : WORKHARD
oia , tdi ,lagi blajar sjarah ,suddenly an idea POP OUT! from my head . hv i make a history about my BLOG ? i dont think so .
so,i'll start writing ,bfore i forget .
emm PREFACE ,
let's say , hidup ini ,kayak gelombang ,ada naik ,turun . kayak roda juga ,kadang kita diatas ,tapi ada kalanya kita dibawah . hidup itu kayak makanan ,ada yang asem ,asin ,manis ,pahit . dan , gue bner-bner worship yang namanya DIARY .. berhubung ,gue kapok banget,nulis diary 3x ,dibacalah ama ade gue ,ilang lah ,tulisan gue jelek ampe gue emosi kalo bacanya ..jadi ,gue memutuskan buat bkin blog . dan gue ga minta orang follow blog gue juga ,cos i think ,it's useless ..
oia , kenapa kita butuh diary ?
because sometimes ,troubles ,problems ,come without notification . (apa siihh ==) . then ,kadang ,masalah itu ga kira-kira datengnya . ampe kayaknya nyesek banget di dada ,kepala pusing ,badan panas (kok kayak pnyakit yeh?) . and we dont need aspirin ,or band aid ,we need someone to listen to us ,or something to be punch or paper to say what's on our mind .
for me , there are some things i do when i feel really down ,and no shoulders to cry on .
1 . WRITE BLOG . 2 . SCREAMMMM OUT LOUD ! 3 . PUNCH YOUR BELOVED TEDDY OR ANYTHING THAT CLOSE TO YOU . 4 . CRY IT OUT ! 5 . DRAW / WRITE SOMETHING THAT EXPRESS TOUR FEELING . 6 . LISTEN TO THE MUSIC 7 . HAVE A CUP OF COFFEE /TEA . 8 . GO CREAMBATH ! 9 . TAKE A BATH ,WASH YOUR HAIR (because i believe ,when we wash our hair ,all of the problems will be wipe out with the shampoo ,LOL ,what a silly thinking) .
another thing , i named this blog ,after the song 'SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN' sang by ,ALEXANDER KLAWS . i loved this song , and the lyrics motivate me .
hre is the link : http://www.lyriczz.com/lyrics/alexander/9221-sunshine-after-the-rain
I'll be your sunshine after the rain When the sky is turning grey You know that I'm never far away Sunshine after the rain Together 'til the end Whenever you‘re in need of a friend `cause a shoulder to cry on someone there to rely on I'll be your sunshine after the rain But there's one thing I won't change
that's the review of the lyrics ;]
okay . that's a not too simple history of my blog .
ive got to study (again) .
wish me luck ..
LOTS OF LOVE , ndy x)
F U N F A C T S about me !
I love SUPER JUNIOR .
I love KOREA.
I love PURPLE
I'm perfectionist; don't like complicated things. HATE intefering someone's business
I LOVE watching korean dramas ,
I HATE exclamation marks and such things as "hwhwhwhw' .
I DO whatever i want .
That's coz...
we're on a freeland .and i hate to be tamed (is this right?) And JUST BE AS WHO I AM .
The DIVA ♥
C I N D Y C L A R I S S A there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm IMPERFECT and I'm LOVIN' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
like i care ! x9
WISHLIST ♥
GO TO KOREA !! SEOUL ! Kick THEIR ass. just be better from time to time .and be more mature . Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
fly my dad to GERMAN <3
Friends with GAGA ,PIPIN and SELLY FOREVER .
Trip to Hollywood.
Can speak at least 4 languages .
